I am an Introvert

Yes y'all....it's true. I am an introvert. I can't count how many times that people have told me that they don't believe me when I make this statement. It is true. Come on, I have a Master's Degree in Counseling. I get personalities and traits. I am an introvert. I've proven it on the Meyer-Briggs Personality profile time and time again. Anyway. I fight really hard to be extroverted. I have to be extroverted most of the time...you know, at work and in social situations, reaching out to others, and at church...okay, quite a bit. More than I am comfortable with.  Sometimes, my introvertedness catches up with me and I just need silence and a day alone....and a blanket, quite possibly a good book or some old episodes of Law and Order, and a diet coke (that never changes). I'm in need of that right now!!! I want a day in which I don't have to talk to a soul about anything. I don't have to explain anything. I don't have to answer a question to anyone. I know that sounds so bad...and honestly, I feel guilty, because I have a lot to be sunshiney and unicorn-ey about...but, it catches up....and here I am. I think that's why I like to write. I feel like I express myself much better through writing, even texting or facebook. It's easier to be extroverted behind a keyboard :) I like to think a lot about what I say before I say it....that's the beauty of writing. I like extroverts. I wish I found it easier to be extroverted-like. But then, I wouldn't be me, now, would I? So, today I'm feeling an extra urge to be introverted....I don't think I'm gonna get a chance to be in my special, comfy place for a while :(
That's a bummer. I am contemplating relationships alot....the change in them, specifically....and how you know which relationships to pursue and which to let fizzle. Because I know that people speculate, I am not in any way, shape, form, or fashion, talking about a marriage! OR mine! Just wanted to throw that out there :) I need a day....or two....to just be introverted. I promise it will re-charge me and allow me to have some extroversion again!!

This might be rambly. It kind of is....but I'm a rambler sometimes. Ramble On!